I met someone nice.
He paid so much attention to me. I loved it. He is good looking, the nicest smile. A kind man and a Christian. Although he is a little confused, I know he knows Christ.
That was comforting. He said scary things like "I want to be married again" or I am looking for a wife. YIKES!
I was so scared too! I talked to my mama and she said do not be afraid...just go for it. But I ask how can you just be friends with someone you are sexually attracted to?
Then I decided that it was too soon to have a man in my life. The last thing I needed. I am not ready. So I pulled away.
In my heart I think it would not be fair to him to allow him into my life. One reason is that I am still grieving over my husband. Would I be substituting my feelings of grief for feelings for this man and then in turn hurt him.
I chose not to do that. I do not want to use him...or should I? Please tell me what you think? Is it too early to allow someone into your heart.
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